Cancer Support Counseling
(and other chronic-long term illnesses)
A cancer diagnosis can disrupt your life in many ways, because, who really prepares for a cancer diagnosis anyways? You will be surprised over the next few months how much you will learn (reluctantly and possibly unwillingly) about the medical system, your specific cancer diagnosis, your support system and most importantly - yourself.
The Holistic Impact of a Cancer Diagnosis:
(And other chronic-long term illnesses)
Emotionally: Numbness, shock, fear, anger, guilt, confusion, grief and helplessness are some of the feelings that affect a cancer survivor. Although, I don't want to ignore some of the positive feelings one may also experience. Cancer survivors may experience feeling more loved, grateful and empowered after their diagnosis.
As humans, we have the ability to experience a full range of emotions. However, along the way, we have learned to express and accept the 'either/or' way of feeling. For example: If someone is talking about their grief regarding the death of a loved one, people are quick to respond, "Be grateful for the time you had with him/her (Just a side note: I have heard this commonly with couples, who have been married for decades. Most of their life was attached and witnessed by their partner. Does one really believe their pain is any less because they had so many years with their beloved partner?) We can be grateful and grieving. We don't have to choose. As a cancer survivor, you have the right to feel what you feel. You can be scared and hopeful! Our ability to face and address our very complex feelings is part of our innate ability to heal. We wouldn't know joy without pain, hope without despair. It is helpful to give and receive permission to feel YOUR feelings.
Mentally: Distracted, confused, forgetful, tired, 'chemo brain', worry and more worry are common mental changes. Cancer survivors often feel frustrated with themselves because they can't function like they normally do. They may notice changes in their job performance, household tasks, or even in their relationships. Self-compassion can alleviate some of the stress associated with these symptoms. People assume self-compassion is easy. However, compare the negative thoughts against the positive, encouraging messages you hear from yourself daily? Self-compassion often needs to be learned and requires much practice. (Check out my resource page for self-compassion and other cancer support resources)
Physically: Similar to the full range of emotions one experiences with a cancer diagnosis, he/she can also experience a full range of physical changes, depending on the diagnosis. I hesitate to list all of the symptoms because you already know them. You are experiencing them. There can be grief attached to the changes in physical abilities and performance with a cancer diagnosis. It is important to process the individual and secondary losses (unable to drive, loss of job, loss of hobbies or enjoyable activities etc) associated with your diagnosis. Validation and finding compassionate support are invaluable resources as you process these changes and losses.
Spirituality: People can either gain strength in their spiritual-religious beliefs after receiving a cancer diagnosis or question them, even experiencing anger. People tend to feel shameful and/or confused about these questions or spiritual conflicts. It can be very validating and empowering to share these conflicts with a safe, non judgmental person. Learning and understanding that this is a healthy and normal part of one's experience, when faced with a significant life challenge, can be liberating and freeing. It can also provide the healing needed to re-connect with your beliefs, possibly even forming a deeper relationship than before your diagnosis.
Socially/Family: People learn the most about their support system during times of loss, struggles and challenges. Interesting, huh? You can either see the best or worst from people, often being surprised by who 'show's up'. It can be tough for both the cancer survivor and their support system. We tend to have established roles, ways of communicating and formed expectations within relationships. A cancer diagnosis or another significant life event, can rattle that old way of functioning. It's almost like everyone starts speaking another language. Each person affected (and cancer affects the WHOLE family and support system) is trying to express their needs and interpret the needs of others, based on this new language. It can be a very confusing and frustrating time which can lead to feeling misunderstood and alone, when trying to give or receive support. A good example of this is: Many cancer survivors go into 'survivor' mode when initially diagnosed. They decide on the treatment and medical team. They take the medication. They get the scans, tests and blood work completed. Then, they receive the good news that their prognosis is improving and treatment ends or decreases. This should be a time of celebrating, right? Most often, families think so, but many cancer survivors are not quite there, yet. Since they were in 'survival mode', many never had time or energy to deal with their emotions. Now, that treatment is done, the emotions flood their system. This is the time they start reflecting and facing all that they have experienced. Sometimes, cancer survivors report feeling more vulnerable after treatment ends because they are not doing anything to 'fight it". There may be an increase in anxiety and worries about the 'what ifs'. This is an imperative time to learn stress management and coping tools which emphasize relaxation, empowerment and a sense of control. Providing a space to grieve all the losses of past, present and future (dreams and hopes) can be an important step in healing.
Resistant to counseling? How can a stranger help me?
People express resistance to attend counseling. They fear if they talk about it, they are being negative, dwelling on the problem or even fueling the problem by focusing on it. Some even think, " I should be strong enough to do this on my own". Unfortunately, when people do not develop a way to address their feelings and learn to deal with the issues directly, that particular feeling or issue gets stored within us. Even though we cannot see our feelings, our feelings are energy and they are very real! When you reunite with a loved one after time apart, you FEEL that feeling when you embrace. Same goes for the heavier and more difficult feelings. If we do not deal with those feelings, they end up 'renting space' in our bodies. Imagine how our physical and mental body can be impacted by the accumulation of stored negative emotions.
Why choose me as your therapist?
I have both personal and professional experience dealing with cancer. These experiences have deepened my understanding and sensitivity, but I know that each individual's journey is different. My best teachers, for understanding the holistic impact cancer has on individuals and families, has been from working with cancer survivors for over 8 years. I am truly honored to witness and validate their stories and journeys. I am inspired by the resiliency of the human spirit demonstrated by all the 'cancer-fighters' I have met over the years.
Counseling provides that space and presence I mentioned above. You don't want to go to a counselor for more advice. You get enough of that already. You want someone to allow, validate and explore your experience, through your perspective. Once you develop awareness, power comes from expressing it. Then, you can set the intention to change. I have witnessed incredible changes and outcomes when people finally face their fears and find a way to learn from them rather than run from them. Another strength I posses, as a therapist, is having done my own 'work' in therapy. I know what it feels like to not only experience vulnerability and fear but also the healing transformation and changes one can receive when you finally do so. I was actually able to recognize and FEEL the transformation. I literally felt lighter when I integrated the new insights, beliefs and behaviors into my life. What is that saying, "I don't just talk the talk. I walk the walk". :-)
As humans, we have the ability to experience a full range of emotions. However, along the way, we have learned to express and accept the 'either/or' way of feeling. For example: If someone is talking about their grief regarding the death of a loved one, people are quick to respond, "Be grateful for the time you had with him/her (Just a side note: I have heard this commonly with couples, who have been married for decades. Most of their life was attached and witnessed by their partner. Does one really believe their pain is any less because they had so many years with their beloved partner?) We can be grateful and grieving. We don't have to choose. As a cancer survivor, you have the right to feel what you feel. You can be scared and hopeful! Our ability to face and address our very complex feelings is part of our innate ability to heal. We wouldn't know joy without pain, hope without despair. It is helpful to give and receive permission to feel YOUR feelings.
Mentally: Distracted, confused, forgetful, tired, 'chemo brain', worry and more worry are common mental changes. Cancer survivors often feel frustrated with themselves because they can't function like they normally do. They may notice changes in their job performance, household tasks, or even in their relationships. Self-compassion can alleviate some of the stress associated with these symptoms. People assume self-compassion is easy. However, compare the negative thoughts against the positive, encouraging messages you hear from yourself daily? Self-compassion often needs to be learned and requires much practice. (Check out my resource page for self-compassion and other cancer support resources)
Physically: Similar to the full range of emotions one experiences with a cancer diagnosis, he/she can also experience a full range of physical changes, depending on the diagnosis. I hesitate to list all of the symptoms because you already know them. You are experiencing them. There can be grief attached to the changes in physical abilities and performance with a cancer diagnosis. It is important to process the individual and secondary losses (unable to drive, loss of job, loss of hobbies or enjoyable activities etc) associated with your diagnosis. Validation and finding compassionate support are invaluable resources as you process these changes and losses.
Spirituality: People can either gain strength in their spiritual-religious beliefs after receiving a cancer diagnosis or question them, even experiencing anger. People tend to feel shameful and/or confused about these questions or spiritual conflicts. It can be very validating and empowering to share these conflicts with a safe, non judgmental person. Learning and understanding that this is a healthy and normal part of one's experience, when faced with a significant life challenge, can be liberating and freeing. It can also provide the healing needed to re-connect with your beliefs, possibly even forming a deeper relationship than before your diagnosis.
Socially/Family: People learn the most about their support system during times of loss, struggles and challenges. Interesting, huh? You can either see the best or worst from people, often being surprised by who 'show's up'. It can be tough for both the cancer survivor and their support system. We tend to have established roles, ways of communicating and formed expectations within relationships. A cancer diagnosis or another significant life event, can rattle that old way of functioning. It's almost like everyone starts speaking another language. Each person affected (and cancer affects the WHOLE family and support system) is trying to express their needs and interpret the needs of others, based on this new language. It can be a very confusing and frustrating time which can lead to feeling misunderstood and alone, when trying to give or receive support. A good example of this is: Many cancer survivors go into 'survivor' mode when initially diagnosed. They decide on the treatment and medical team. They take the medication. They get the scans, tests and blood work completed. Then, they receive the good news that their prognosis is improving and treatment ends or decreases. This should be a time of celebrating, right? Most often, families think so, but many cancer survivors are not quite there, yet. Since they were in 'survival mode', many never had time or energy to deal with their emotions. Now, that treatment is done, the emotions flood their system. This is the time they start reflecting and facing all that they have experienced. Sometimes, cancer survivors report feeling more vulnerable after treatment ends because they are not doing anything to 'fight it". There may be an increase in anxiety and worries about the 'what ifs'. This is an imperative time to learn stress management and coping tools which emphasize relaxation, empowerment and a sense of control. Providing a space to grieve all the losses of past, present and future (dreams and hopes) can be an important step in healing.
Resistant to counseling? How can a stranger help me?
People express resistance to attend counseling. They fear if they talk about it, they are being negative, dwelling on the problem or even fueling the problem by focusing on it. Some even think, " I should be strong enough to do this on my own". Unfortunately, when people do not develop a way to address their feelings and learn to deal with the issues directly, that particular feeling or issue gets stored within us. Even though we cannot see our feelings, our feelings are energy and they are very real! When you reunite with a loved one after time apart, you FEEL that feeling when you embrace. Same goes for the heavier and more difficult feelings. If we do not deal with those feelings, they end up 'renting space' in our bodies. Imagine how our physical and mental body can be impacted by the accumulation of stored negative emotions.
Why choose me as your therapist?
I have both personal and professional experience dealing with cancer. These experiences have deepened my understanding and sensitivity, but I know that each individual's journey is different. My best teachers, for understanding the holistic impact cancer has on individuals and families, has been from working with cancer survivors for over 8 years. I am truly honored to witness and validate their stories and journeys. I am inspired by the resiliency of the human spirit demonstrated by all the 'cancer-fighters' I have met over the years.
Counseling provides that space and presence I mentioned above. You don't want to go to a counselor for more advice. You get enough of that already. You want someone to allow, validate and explore your experience, through your perspective. Once you develop awareness, power comes from expressing it. Then, you can set the intention to change. I have witnessed incredible changes and outcomes when people finally face their fears and find a way to learn from them rather than run from them. Another strength I posses, as a therapist, is having done my own 'work' in therapy. I know what it feels like to not only experience vulnerability and fear but also the healing transformation and changes one can receive when you finally do so. I was actually able to recognize and FEEL the transformation. I literally felt lighter when I integrated the new insights, beliefs and behaviors into my life. What is that saying, "I don't just talk the talk. I walk the walk". :-)